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MY time is almost up.

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 7, 2007, 2:15 PM
Emphysema is what they call it.

yes,thats what it is and i have it.

It wouldnt be so bad,but the fact is.. i only have one lung and the one that i have left is pretty bad. Emphysema

almost killed me a few weeks ago... my lung collapsed and i had to be rushed to the hospital,i past out before i got there,lack of air.. but i got there in time for them to insert a chest tube so a machine could breath for me,i was in the hospital for a little over a week.

i know this is whats going to kill me... when? i dont know.. but so0ner then i'd like..the condition was caused from smoking for so many years.. and at tumes i would chain smoke like a house on fire... so i guess this is something i could have prevented.. but.. cant so much about it now... i did stop smoking.. and urge all of you that do.... stop if you can,cause when you cant breath.... nothing else matters!...


i had my lung removed almost 14 years ago... i lived a rough life... and paod for it one knight and caught a .38 in my chest... scrambled my right lung so bad they just removed it.. and have lived without on for all of this time....



ill hang as long as i can... but if you ever see my page took down you'll know im gone... it was nice meeting all of you talented artist's and all of the friends i'vemade here... ill stick around as long as i can.... thank you for taking your time to read this..

-BG

KoMeGeTs0Me!
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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Ice T.
  • Reading: An improved method 4 TIME CONTINUAL
  • Watching: 24
  • Playing: COD 4
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: coca~cola

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  • Current Residence: Oregon,Portland
  • Interests: Q3A, C4D, 3DSMAX9,PSCS3,COD2,Q3A
  • Favourite movie: breakfast club,goonies
  • Favourite band or musician: ICE-T - CHINO XL - THE GAME
  • Favourite genre of music: jazz
  • Favourite artist: Da Vinci
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dean Koontz
  • Favourite style of art: 3D
  • Operating System: Win XP- VISTA
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Favourite game: COD2 - QUAKE 3 ARENA
  • Favourite gaming platform: P.C. [nothing comes close]
  • Personal Quote: "Faith is the enemy of knowledge"
  • Tools of the Trade: PSCS3,3DMAX9,C4D,SonyCyberShot,maya 8
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~japanass:iconjapanass: Apr 20, 2009, 9:18:54 AM
more than impressive gallery!
great skills! thx for uploading and sharing

keep on going!
`frozenpandaman:iconfrozenpandaman: Aug 25, 2008, 7:39:15 PM
:poke:

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Mood: Stunned ~Snowballgoo:iconSnowballgoo: Jul 6, 2008, 6:46:46 PM
Magnificent work!
I love so much of it I can't choose enough of them to :+fav:

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Mood: Joy ~aarika:iconaarika: Jun 30, 2008, 11:29:52 AM
this is so late, but i just wanted to thank you for stopping by the page and leaving love. im not here on deviant art often.


have a blessed day!
~biophage:iconbiophage: Jan 31, 2008, 2:55:30 AM
Dear BG.
You are a phenomenal artist. It is very tragic to see such a sad even happen to the people that don't deserve it.
I hope you get better and you have my Best wishes. Our little convos were awesome and i'll remember you and your signature work.
And if you are gone :(, best wishes and enjoy, you will be missed for sure!

david/biophage

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~xzabrinax:iconxzabrinax: Jan 17, 2008, 3:53:26 AM
hey.
i dont know what to say.
i might cry.
imsorry>.<
maybey that was they wrong thing to say.
i dont know.
:(
x.x.x

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!Evanangeline:iconEvanangeline: Dec 20, 2007, 6:08:31 PM
Hey sweetie,

how are you? miss talking to you.
=zoomzoom:iconzoomzoom: Nov 11, 2007, 6:42:54 PM
Hey. Glad you like my attempt to simulate emotions… [link] I can go farther next time. :D

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*RoseOnyxis:iconRoseOnyxis: Nov 1, 2007, 1:29:27 AM
thanks for the favs from my 'de.ju couture' series

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~FUFL187:iconFUFL187: Oct 29, 2007, 5:07:51 AM
Oh man...i´m so sorry!
I´m speechless again...
...to read that was hard , to live that has to be much harder, but keep ur head up!

Really don´t know what else to write!

Stop smoking is not just good i guess it´s necessary!
I´m smoking too, and right now thinking about to quit!

Wish u the best and the power to make it!

F187
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