MY time is almost up.
Journal Entry:
Sat Jul 7, 2007, 1:15 PM
Emphysema is what they call it.
yes,thats what it is and i have it.
It wouldnt be so bad,but the fact is.. i only have one lung and the one that i have left is pretty bad. Emphysema
almost killed me a few weeks ago... my lung collapsed and i had to be rushed to the hospital,i past out before i got there,lack of air.. but i got there in time for them to insert a chest tube so a machine could breath for me,i was in the hospital for a little over a week.
i know this is whats going to kill me... when? i dont know.. but so0ner then i'd like..the condition was caused from smoking for so many years.. and at tumes i would chain smoke like a house on fire... so i guess this is something i could have prevented.. but.. cant so much about it now... i did stop smoking.. and urge all of you that do.... stop if you can,cause when you cant breath.... nothing else matters!...
i had my lung removed almost 14 years ago... i lived a rough life... and paod for it one knight and caught a .38 in my chest... scrambled my right lung so bad they just removed it.. and have lived without on for all of this time....
ill hang as long as i can... but if you ever see my page took down you'll know im gone... it was nice meeting all of you talented artist's and all of the friends i'vemade here... ill stick around as long as i can.... thank you for taking your time to read this..
-BG
KoMeGeTs0Me!
- Mood:
Sadness - Listening to: Ice T.
- Reading: An improved method 4 TIME CONTINUAL
- Watching: 24
- Playing: COD 4
- Eating: nothing
- Drinking: coca~cola